Sunday, August 24, 2008

Hahas. These days. Are bad days.
Unfortuntely for me.

Well. Not gonna mention it.
But damn. Incurred great losses today. Wahahas.
Due to a lack of insight. And poor situation awareness.

Zan was right in his theory =)
I merely provided the proof.
Lols.

Tired. Been raining badly for the past 2 days.
God knows how many times I have been drenched.
God knows how long I have been drenched.

But it was fun. It was fun.
Maybe not today though.
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I wonder.
You're the change that you seek in this world.
People are always trying to influence others.
In decisions. In plans. In thinking.
Maybe a lie. More of a pretence.
We are hypocrites =)
And proud of it.

Why why.
Changing oneself for the very goal we seek.
Is that worthwhile?
Do we lose our natural self naturally on that path?

Perhaps yes. Maybe not.
We'll never uncover that.
Unless we do it.

There's always a minimum of 2 ways of approaches to any situation.
Yes or No. At least.
If we take yes, we will never know what No will lead us to.
If we take No, we will never know what Yes will lead us to.
So there's no room for regrets.
Because it never helps.
Because it merely makes the burden heavier.
Makes the pain more unbearable.
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It was fun.
Trying to suppress the pain.
Suppress the loss of direction.
Suppress the anger in me.

It was fun.
Trying to break free.
Forcing myself to move on.
Forcing myself to think.

Well. I managed to do it though.
A solution-base reaction.
Instead of a emotional-base reaction.

Best quote of the day.
Awarded to SOE/SOSS security guard.

Quote:
If I were you I would have break down and cried.
Unquote.

Wow. That was a helpful word of advice.
Did helped to ease my pain. ROFL.
For that moment. I was -_-" ... (You name it)
But I smiled =)

The smile of a graceful loser :P

Notable comments:
*Rich*
*If I were you, I'll emo for a few days*

Poor SMU kid cannot afford to emo too much isnt it?
Life still goes on.
Even if I drop and die. Maybe not for me then.
But nothing really stops for us.
Nothing really gets affected by us.

Sadly.
Even our death. Are a burden to the rest.
We pathetic souls have always been a burden to other =(
Step out.
The only way out, is IN.™
Be strong =)

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 8:25 PM