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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

If there's AI - Artifical Intelligence.
Then there lies AE - Artifical Emoism.

Yes. The state of Emo-ness can also be created artifically.
As the name obviously meant.

Hehes.
Somehow. Late after midnights I went to review all previous posts I did.
Wow. Things really changes alot. I must admit.

I remember the days when posts are regular.
Posts are surprisingly long each time.
Wow. Impressive. I wonder where we get so much to blog on.
Somehow. As days got by, the blogging spirit slowly worn off.
Hai. Flip back 200 posts only leads us to 2006. 1st year of army.
2 person. 200 posts for 2 years. That's 50/year/person.
Average of once a week. Not bad.
But many are rather short posts.

Nvm I guess. There isnt a point on a forced blogging.
Isnt it, Meow?
I demand the explanation of your lack in blogging =)
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I wonder why though.
Do people start a blog in the 1st place.
I seen blog posts that states everyday lives.

*tOdAy I wEnT tO sChooL hOR. liKe nOrMal lOh.*
*tHeN tHe bUs unClE loOk sO fiErCe dE. eEEWwEE*

Ok.
That took rather long to type as compared to the rest of the blog.
Bah.

I meant, it's actually quite meaningless to blog what's happening daily.
As least to me.
I like to blog upon inspiration.
Upon immediate emotions.
Upon sudden reflections.

Hai. It's like looking at the grey skies out there.
And suddenly. Wow. I'm a sinner. I'm emo.

Or like. Looking out in the dark skies around 2-3am.
Listening to it's silence. And there, you decided to blog.

Probably that explains why many stuffs. In life.
Albiet interesting and delightful.
Are not registered in this blog.

This blog, MeowHan, is afterall.
My blog (and Meow's).
And I suppose there are reasons limited to ourselves.
Why we blog and when we dont.
Like I say. You cant do a forced blogging.
It's just soul-less and uninspirsing.
Leaving me barely any satisfication nor relief when I'm done.
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My dearZ. Forgive me for my poor memory.
And there's more than what you see that's present.
Something that's truly personal.
Does not appear here in most cases.
Something that's truly personal.
Could be saved as a draft. Not published.

Perhaps.


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- Twisted Destiny -

It was a dream,
Against reality.
There I stood,
in virtuality.

It was impossible.
A fact I truly knew.
Foolishly, I struggled on,
Pursuing a goal beyond.

Yes, the naive me,
Misery left me alone.
Wounds that never heal,
Scars that always stay.

Eventually,
It dawned upon me.
Emptiness engulfed me,
Absolutely, defeated me.

The unforgettable,
The truth within me,
The hidden pain,
And my shattered heart.

I'll still carry on,
For I love you,
Not for a moment,
But for an eternity,
Until the end of time.


For which I promised,
I'll still, be there for you.

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* Revised 17/4/05 *
* Re-revised 18/10/05 *
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