Sunday, January 13, 2008

Actually i couldn't believe i am actually sitting down at my computer and typing this post.Somethings are simply unbelievable! =X

My precious external hard disk broke down...cannot link to the computer...(must be doing too many no-link things nowadays) hopefully i am able to recover the date inside....all the pictures...all that lost emotions..that i no longer felt( so far)..

Ironic...i am desperately trying all mean and ways to recover what is inside...while i am supposed to let go and forget...I guess my real self did took over for a brief moment...

Sometime i also have no idea of what i am doing.Maybe a tiny little part of me...just maybe...

Bah!

Can't believe i am still thinking ! ZzZ
MEOW 记得要忘记!!
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To Han:

Maybe bah...I really don't know what i am doing nowadays...

..don't know what to type..zzz

but i do know i hate getting stuck in between lolx
that should explain my natural behaviour..lolx

Currently on the quest to understand myself again...I guess part of me is still stuck in the past...and refuse to return...refuse to understand what happen..
simply trying to be a idiot..
I know it is time to move on...
But maybe..i just want to stay for a little while longer..
just a little...

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 12:49 AM