Thursday, September 20, 2007

Hms. Poor little mind of mine. Couldnt even remember a date properly. Hahas.
Hence the slight embarassment. Nevermind bah. Just 1 day difference. Lols.

Was somewhat reminded of the past today. I guess I think too much.

I remember...
My 1st day of JC.
Which happens to be my 1st time to be late.
Which I chanced upon someone whom I probably won't forget.
Hahas.

Sometimes, details shouldnt be shared so openly. Lols.

Anyway. After that...

I remembered something else...
Something that sounded sweet.
But yet when felt, it's rather bitter.
Rather painful to remember.
Someone that used to catch wat.
But mistrailed eons ago.

Perhaps me too... Have grown alittle mature out of that.
But I am still far from what I have expected myself to be.
Guess I needed more pressure from the surroundings.

Ymh! Time is running out soon. I need to start fighting for myself already.
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I thought I would be free after my ATEC in August.
I thought I was told that there isnt much after our tiring August.
I supposed that was wrong again. Haiz.

TIA, this is army. This is where information is rather unreliable most of the time.
Once again.

Have to go for a 3 week course. At another camp.
Seems like I'm being posted out of my camp.
As I packed my bag to prepare for coming monday.
It's as though I would be shifting everything over. Hahas.

Bah.
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Seriously, I need more self-control.
Tata.

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 9:27 PM