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Sunday, August 05, 2007

Welcome back Meow. Hope you had enjoyed the trip.
It's an unfortunate case for me. For I'm unavailable to go for it. Sadly.
Hai. Wish I could be there. But wishes dont always come true.
Neither do they do it normally.

Still. Feel pricks of weakness in me. Hahas. Revealing.
It's painful. To be told that you are weak. Especially in the face. By myself.
Hahas. Be I shall overcome it. No matter what.
Probably another PMS season. No doubt it will come to pass.

Just 2 days ago. I finished my 2nd year 2nd combat shoot.
I guess no more range for me then.
Marksman again. Though wasnt very impressive score.
Lols. Barely made it! But a A is a A isnt it.

Sad. Upcoming is a gay march again.
(And I thought i just finished 12km the other day?)
It's called - Ex Endless March.
Crappy name. Crappy exercise. Crappier unit I am in!
Hahas. Ok. Enough of blaming everyone else except myself.
Shall make it through, as I always will.

National day coming... Soon. 42nd year of independence! And going on.
This year would be held at marina bay... For the 1st time.
Reminds me of the last at National Stadium last year.
Where I was part of the organising unit.
Where I was one small little usherer.

Time passes by rather quickly. As they always do.
Next year this time...
I would probably be preparing for university entry. SMU starts on the 20th Aug.
I would probably just returned from overseas trip as well.
I would probably grown more mature. I hope I do.
I would probably have found myself in this seemingly unfamilar environment.
I would probably had complicated my life. (hahas!)

Somehow. I want this period of time to fly. Faster than last year.
Cant wait to go to school again.
I misses life.
Not NS.
Not this little short weekend break.
Not that little short week break.
Not even if they give me a term break.
I want a permanent break.

Army go away from me. Lols.
Aint want anything from/about/in/by you.
Go.

Here goes the whining again. Cant seems to stop kping about army.
Becoming part of my life. Dangerous.

Oops. So unusually long-winded I am today. I'm amazed.
Anyway. Enough of typing. Alittle time out for me already.

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 11:23 PM