Saturday, March 03, 2007

I hope everyone had enjoyed yestheday. Especially those who are recieving those Alevels results.

Not everyone did well at As. Nonetheless, I still must congratulate those who did well. Now it's time to decide your courses in your choice of university. Hahas.

Took a section level ATP (marksmanship test). Woot. Everyone in my section got marksman now. And $200 bonus for achieving the accuracy required. Yestheday test was rather, simple. Lols.
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Been thinking while on my way home.

I guess. I should stay the same as what my previous 5 years were. I shouldnt be so distracted. Perhaps I should let things go naturally. (Despite I hardly trusted nature.) Lols. On further thinking. It's still not time yet. I do need to do alot of self-reflection. More encouragement for myself.

My laziness is my bane. I must choose to overcome this bad habit of mine. Always choosing the easy way out.
Remembered a quote which is rather so true. "The only advantage of a easy solution is that it is easy." Wow. Simple yet undoubtly correct. No more resorting to the easy way out!

Ymh! You must improve to achieve your goals!

You can when you believe. I'm starting to believe. And I'll achieve!

You'll never know when the next mood swing will pull me down again.

But till then, I shall be more motivated. More enthusiastic.
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Recently. I realise that many relationships are really drifting apart. Not THAT kind that you might be thinking. But between friends.

Perhaps we have lost the reason to connect. No longer do we have the common everyday topic. No more school for me. Army life is probably everything that I have right now. Except on weekends. Lols.

I wonder. How do I bring about revival of those friendships? Like I mentioned above. Most of the time, I feel lazy. Becos we no longer have the common "language", communication ceases to be a simple task. Becoming more like a chore. It's tiring. Trying to understand each other point of view. It's boring. Trying to seem interested in each other stories.

Ah. Army. Should I blame you for the destruction in my life? Lols. Probably not. It's just a different kind of experience. It's just for 2 years. (No wonder we call it Serve And F**k of.f.)

Rather true. But when these experience become memories. I would probably misses them. Hahas. How irony. To hate what we love in the end. So far so true for schooling. Really misses going to lessons. That's why LoI'mVe/Smu. Hahas.
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Probably update tomorrow or the night later. Meow. Where have you gone to? Update pls.

I know our viewership is dropping. (Never been very high anyway)
I know our tagboard is alittle rusty. (But I have my 2 cousins to fill them up right now.)
I know our lives are seemingly so boring. (We do need more happenings in our lives.)

But I know. We need to reform the habit of blogging regularly. We need to keep the entries rolling in!

How I wish we were back in the days where we are free to blog everyday.
The days when we were more passionate in our lives.
The days when we do live more excitingly.
The days when we were truly ourselves.

I find the need to be myself again.

Tata.

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 3:17 PM