Thursday, February 01, 2007
This post ish saved on my hp. On monday, while in camp.
Why do we always seek what that is difficult to achieve? There seems an unsaid attraction, leading our attention to the 'hard to get' stuffs. Perhaps we do only treasure when it's hard to reach.
Alas, my 'Beyond my rreach' is my symbolic curse. For if I yearn for what's within my reach, I'd not be that troubled as I am right now. For I stop seeking what I'd seeked when it's almost achieved. Does the appeal that once shine fades that way? Yes perhaps. Or rather in my case.
Meow ar. Then how am I going to find what we both need at the moment? Rofl. Hahas. I'm GGified. My heart is so heavy each time I am considering. Too much thinking yet too little reaction.
Ymh ar, know that no one can help you if you yourself refuses to help oneself. I need to find strength. But I'm always tired. Always lazy. What to do? Excuses they might be, but there lies truth in them.
And at times, I get so weary that I could lose focus of the present, into a dreamy state. Restless. But unable to utilise that strength. How weird. Maybe I pms again bah. Lol. The pms guy. How irregular though. And unpredictable it is. I have little control over it, sadly.
Had a company cohesion day. Enthu in the day. Pms at night. How fun.
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Now =)
Lols. Pms over. =D Rofl. Had a rather early night's out today. It's 2pm now. In preparation for my 7d6n Ex. Voyager. Sianz.
But I am feeling more enthu nowadays! Hahas. Secret recipe =)
Tata. Time to rest.
awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 2:16 PM