Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Wow. Today went to
Settlers's Cafe for dinner + games. Nice environment! Games was fun. Didnt had chance to play alot games. Only like... 4. If I am not wrong. Next time try harder =D
Knocked into
someone special with someone even more special! Lols. Found out only at the end of the day. After gathering sufficient curiousity and suspection. Hahas. But hey! That discovery caused me $9.90! Cabbed home... Lols.
Orh Hor. I dont ask, dont intend to tell me
RIGHT? Hahas. Jking =D Ish I acting cutes and ignorant. =( Hahas.
So I must apolgise for
ANY inconvinence caused (which I hope I did!).
Pls do forgive me by tagging =D--------
Hms. Seeing everyone getting attached here and there. (You
ALL know who you are despite some of you dont read this blog!) I felt a little uneasy. What's wrong with me. Not that I didnt have a choice. Not that I couldnt find a partner. But perhaps it's something deep in me, telling me to hold back. Telling me that it's not time yet. I could at times feel excitement! Feel something long lost renewed in me. But it wouldnt last. It couldnt hold through.
I must admit that I'm sorry to whoever I am sorry to. Wow. What a nice hint huh? If anyone here except her knows who I am refering to, denWOW! YOU DID A ONE x GOOD DEDUCTION!
Sorry to have given lots of false hope. Haiz.
Alittle sorry here and there wouldnt help. You dont read this blog anyway too. LOL.
(I think I am smart. I still think rationally. Refering to ppl who never knew this blog existed. Ppl who knew this blog never knew who that I referred to ever existed! Confusing ar. Hahahas. Have fun understanding!)It has to be my fault I think. I think and I think. Always thinking. No fulfilment. Haiz. Whatever that is in me has to be confused over itself. No decisions made. No. Rather, changing of decisions made too quickly. Within minutes. Extreme changes. Bah. Suan le. My bad and still my bad. So, just blame me =) I should get over it.
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Sometimes I wonder what I have been doing so far. So many goals that I actually wanted to achieve. But I have always gave up in the end. Cos i sian. Cos i tired. Cos i lazy. Cos i bored. In all, cos I have no determination. Haiz. Sad.
Anyway. Rest time. Tata =)
awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 12:18 AM