Saturday, July 15, 2006

Ntu sent me their reply for my appeal to Material Engineering...haha...they really dun like me sia..lolx...currently i am stuck in this crossway, whether to appeal again next year...and what course?...material or science this time round...it seem dump to some...or rather most..but i prefer to go where my heart takes me to...i wonder if that is a good approach for life...to let your heart led the way...

life lately have sort of become meaningless...even though time in camp pass pretty fast with my bunk mates...it seem that i lost track of time....lost track of everything i ever care for...haha...i wonder what have i become?...some form of walking undead..lolx

hopefully time will bring me back...laughing from within?...i dun even know what is call from within...nor do i see the difference anymore...it seem that i have sink into a tomorrow without any colour in it...I am searching endlessly...even if i have to embrace the hopeless solitude alone....i believe that desire, will one day bring my world back to a coloured one....and once more, i will be able to paint a better future....for myself...and others...

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 5:18 PM