Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I disagree with what Han said...because i am stuck in the middle...i dunno what to feel...or rather how to feel...it seem that suddenly...i lost all emotions....

Maybe it is despair...i dunno..

I only know i walk out of school alone...lost in my own world...perhaps hoping for something that didn't happen to happen...

Cross the road and wanted to go to the bus stop...but stopped myself...walked towards kovan instead...

After realising how stupid i have been, i turn back and walked home...

Felt lonely on the walk home...hoping for someone to be there...
haha..i dunno what for...but just wanted someone to be there for me...even to walk along side with me...

Long time since i ever felt this way...being branded as someone who is strong enough to take everything is hard...because u are always last on everyone's concern list...becos they think u can think it through yourself....( luckily i optimistic enough..phew)

Finally reach home...feeling better...because my sis is there to cheer me up..indirectly i guess..haha..her presence bah i guess


It is impressive what my sister's presence can do..haha..or rather...i walk out of that world slowly...without help...[ i guess that upset me more bah lolz ]
i am very convinced i am a optimistic...lolz

But i am still lost in this intersection of life...depending on myself....i hope there will be more time....more that i could do to help....

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 9:23 PM