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Sunday, March 05, 2006

Haha..it seems that this blog is for my "emotions expressing" sessions...pardon me for the poor language used...

Well, It seems to me that my BMTC life is about to end...in about 3 days time...my parents may not be coming for the parade..felt quite weird...imagine others parents helping their son to wear the cap while i wear myself LoL..(nah..not trying to gain any sympathy)..so i am kind of praying that it rains...lolz...(so bad yeah i know)

Only got Silver for IPPT...cos the stupid Sir enter our results le...cannot retake....(and they promise us ippt till we pop)...only those fail can retake....so i can only watch my efforts of training my 2.4km go to waste...train for the fun of it....lolz...waste my time..but think again...i also can't do anything on weekend...can only stay at home..i wonder i book out for what..lolz...so dunno from when onwards...i never look forward to booking out...lolz

sound like my studies....dun know what i am training/studying for....in the end...still about the same...dunno whether i should be laughing at my own stupidity or crying

(currently, i am waiting for something good to cheer me up...but apparently there isn't any....(should i use the word yet?)

It is really very depressing when everything u work so hard for....turn out the other way round..to add on...there seem to be no one there for me...lolz..maybe i never notice bah...

Had my 24km walk yesterday...for a change i can't sing...so mute all the way...and when everyone finishes..and cheering...i was kind of like..so happy meh?...(spoiler lah...not in good mood..but not in bad mood either)...lolz..dun know how to explain...just like i lost interest in things happening around me...

looking forward to the short holiday aboard with yan they all...(if it still on, LOL)
need a break from everything here...luckily, despite god being so cruel to me...i am quite optimistic by nature...so haven die yet...lolz =P

To all: Work Hard for what you want....but dun expect too much...


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- Twisted Destiny -

It was a dream,
Against reality.
There I stood,
in virtuality.

It was impossible.
A fact I truly knew.
Foolishly, I struggled on,
Pursuing a goal beyond.

Yes, the naive me,
Misery left me alone.
Wounds that never heal,
Scars that always stay.

Eventually,
It dawned upon me.
Emptiness engulfed me,
Absolutely, defeated me.

The unforgettable,
The truth within me,
The hidden pain,
And my shattered heart.

I'll still carry on,
For I love you,
Not for a moment,
But for an eternity,
Until the end of time.


For which I promised,
I'll still, be there for you.

* By Ymh 25/2/05 *
* Revised 17/4/05 *
* Re-revised 18/10/05 *
* All rights reserved =P *