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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Time flies...it seem like a while ago i was "complaining" about going to ns...now i am going to pass out from bmtc le...starting to miss the times i had inside...the experience and knowledge...

Just finished my 7 days field camp...from 9th to the 16th....brand new experience for me...

Not bathing for 7 days....was...not as bad as i thought..lolx ( Some people must be going eeeeeee le...haha...but everyone or rather every guy go through the same thing)

It feel good to have a "job" where sacking of "workers" is hardly seen...lolz...though the pay is pathetic.. =X

Seem like alot happened during my absence...key word is seem like..lolz...

17 days to POP...after that is hell le..lolz

Hope to enjoy my last bit...with my friends and love ones...[Hint hint] =P

2.4km timing is still not up to standard...lolz...so must work doubly hard from now on...

Haha...the first day of the camp was the worst...i was "sleeping" with my elbow and knee up...supporting the tent...for the whole night...(which mean i never slept) and rain water keep seeping in...dripping on my face...haha...i seriously feel like giving up...but the thought of dear motivated me =)

Same for the day where we set off on FBO(Total more than 10kg bah...some say 16kg...i dunno lolx) to 2nd camp site...12km road march....The heavy field pack plus the heat rash on our back drive many to tears...haha...thinking about my dear push mi on....(melvin cmi....must think of dear then can carry on Lolx)

the rest of the field camp was quite alright...cos it is not raining le...rain for the first 3 days....non stop....imagine feet soak in boot....filled up to the brink with water....lolz....dun feel too good...

got to stop for now...update when i am back from my sitational test...another 3 days camp..lolz...should be alright this time round....pray it dun rain for the three days lolz...ohz...forgot to explain how heat rash feel like....it is like red ants crawling all over you....Biting you...constantly....get the picture? =X

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Sorry to dear for not being able to be there for you when u feel helpless...in camp...no hp...but i hope the worst is over....take care of yourself...hope everyday is a cheerful one for you..

To my friends: Sorry for not being able to spend times with you all...time is precious...so must spend it with certain special people =X
you all understand de...or else couldn' be my friends lolz

A level coming...dun have much effect on me...sooner or later it will come...so dun be too bothered about the date of the release of results....take carez

Meow


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- Twisted Destiny -

It was a dream,
Against reality.
There I stood,
in virtuality.

It was impossible.
A fact I truly knew.
Foolishly, I struggled on,
Pursuing a goal beyond.

Yes, the naive me,
Misery left me alone.
Wounds that never heal,
Scars that always stay.

Eventually,
It dawned upon me.
Emptiness engulfed me,
Absolutely, defeated me.

The unforgettable,
The truth within me,
The hidden pain,
And my shattered heart.

I'll still carry on,
For I love you,
Not for a moment,
But for an eternity,
Until the end of time.


For which I promised,
I'll still, be there for you.

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* Revised 17/4/05 *
* Re-revised 18/10/05 *
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