Monday, January 09, 2006

I'm so tiredz. Hahas. Today... considered not a very good day bah. I guess. At least now I feel so... sianz.

Went to church again. 3rd time already. Hms. Today went for their service. Felt slightly weird. Cos I suppose all the rest are Christians while I'm not =( and doubt I'll be one in the near future. Well. It was interesting and I think I have learnt alot from the pastor. (Yes. Young people are really the greatest force. NS also aim us. Haiz.)

Had a long day with friends I know from church. Went for lunch, then service, then dinner and went back to church to play PS2. Wahahas. Eh. Kinda weird right. Go church can play PS2 and even surf net. Lols.

And today. I did something so bad =) but I like the feeling. Lols. I wasted another person time, twice. Wahahas. At least I saved mine. (Phew, something to be proud of =D)

Eh. Just now did something so stupid and retarded. I was drinking something and swallowing some pills when... I coughed. Zzzz. I dunno wat happened. But seems like the fillings of the pills went up to my nose. Hahas. I spent abt 1hr sneezing and coughing. Trying to clear all the remains of the fillings. And now I still can smell it. Yuck. Hopefully, tomorrow I would be better.

Hms. She didnt come to church today. Some family problem. Haiz. Adults nowadays certainly feels that they know everything. They want things to go their way. At times, this decisions interfer with the lives of others, including their sons and daughter.

Indeed. The paster was right. Older ppl are less flexible and open to new ideas. True.

I really wish that I can understand her better. Be the one who she confides to for any reasons. Bah.

I'm rather sleepy now. Awake since 0930. I should go to bed =) Hahas.


I wanna live my life my way. I wanna stay on this way. I wanna reach out to you...

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