Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Sorry to ailing for indirectly ( Or perhaps directly ) causing u such negative thoughts
Haiz...sometime i think my actions just simply cause grief to others..
Reply to your blog first bah:
This Stage...like u say there is a lot of pain and sorrow..
Some choose to confront it
Others just avoid the topic and hope everything will turn up right in the end
and some...just simply want to escape...into some place where they think such pain dun exist
To Mi, Such actions are the epitome of human selfishness. Yes, i guess they got what they want....an escape from this reality world....but the pain that they felt is nothing compared to those they will cause around them.....
That scar of the past will always remain there...forever altering their thoughts....making them regrets why are they unable to stop u....unable to understand u earlier...
and perhaps stop this....
Forever haunted by the mistakes made in the past...The past do decide the future..i guess i failed to recognise that fact....i was far too naive....too childish in my thoughts...
I always thought the present is the most important.......I thought
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Gracia always tell mi i dun seem to have any problems.....no sorrow....due to the fact that i am a optmist while she is a pessimist...
But I guess...she is wrong afterall
So i being to wonder...what happen when a optimist start depressing...who can stop him?
"We can't tell what the future holds.The only thing we can do now is to continue on what we believe in."
But what will happen if everything u believe in is all wrong...Every actions u take cause sorrow to those u care most
I guess there is no future for such a person...he will be just a hinderance to this world
awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 4:07 AM