Friday, November 25, 2005

I guess I have to say that I'm rather glad that upon completing the A level examinations, our 2 year JC lives have come to an end. Bah. After all these sufferings, I'm finally FREED! No. I guess not. Going army soon anyway. Saddened.

Haiz. Meow, you ain't the only one feeling sianz. Lols. Perhaps bah.

Anyway, words of advice for the optimistics ~
"With hope comes more hope. At the end of the day, all you have is Hope. Hope on."

Lols. Just boredz. Bleahs. Abish. Today marks the end of A levels examinations. But not yet for me :(. My journey is slightly longer. Yep. Tml 2pm. The last test. I dont wish to disappoint my tutors. Lols.

After today's pathetic 1 hour paper, which is actually shorter than the travelling time taken to and fro the school, we (me meow ks) along with some other ppl (which some i know, some i dont know.) went to LAN. Was rather cutes. Walking with 11 other ppl. Lols. Hms. Den we play loh. Bah. End of story.

Sianz. No mood to type. Lols.

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Anyway, just for Meow:
- "Forever haunted by the mistakes made in the past...The past do decide the future..i guess i failed to recognise that fact....i was far too naive....too childish in my thoughts..."

The past do decide the future, but we decides to what extent that affects our present lives. Bah. You not naive, nor childish. Just out of ya mind =)

- "I always thought the present is the most important.......I thought"

I also believe that the present is the most important. Becos it's the only time we can be sure of ourselves, be decisive and determine what we wanna do, react or respond to anything. We cant predict accurately for our future, neither can we alter the facts of history. Of cos, you can choose to be haunted by the past. But still, that's a decision in the present.

- "So i being to wonder...what happen when a optimist start depressing...who can stop him?"

1) Give him a TIGHT slap. Tell him to wake up from his dreams. Bleahs =)
2) Tell him how nice the world is. All the nice and lovely things that still exist on this pathetic forsaken world.

- "But what will happen if everything u believe in is all wrong...Every actions u take cause sorrow to those u care most"

If you realise that everything you have believed in is wrong, stop believing it. If you haven, carry on that belief. I still strongly believe in doing wat we feel as the right thing to do. Even if it does cause unhappiness to others. Of cos, if you DO mind hurting others, you wouldnt take such actions in the 1st place. It's again, a decision.

- "I guess there is no future for such a person...he will be just a hinderance to this world."

Bah. Seriously pessimistic wors. Lols. Anyway, I guess the truth still lies that there are in fact, exisiting people who would gladly trade anything, including frens, love, watever, for the benefit of themselves. No matter what you see of them, it is their way of handling matters. Bleahs.

The above are pure rubbish. Pls do ignore them. Thankie =D

Tata. (Back to the erm.. lovely me. Lols.)

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 12:11 AM