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Saturday, September 03, 2005

Hms. What am I blogging early in the morning? (Well, it's near noon though.)

I realise that I really have very conflicting thoughts recently. I cant think. I guess. Am I right about what I have been feeling these days? Are such feelings real? Hms. Perhaps, they will fade away in time. I shouldnt think much about them. What if they are not? That they are for real. I am running out of my precious time.
Alas, time does not spare me from its torment.

It might seems obvious now I guess. Meow, I think i am quite different from who I used to be. Probably. Lols. Tell you in real person. =D Bah. Tiredz.

Just came back from school. And... yes. Nvmz. Lols.

Lata going for some PSC scholarship seminar.. Hms. Let's hope that I find something meaningful there? I doubt they would want a person who ish suicidual. Lols. All their investments will just go to waste. Rofl. Yes. That's me =). Take me away from this painful existance.

Ah. Lazy to think already. Thinking sux.

Peace.


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- Twisted Destiny -

It was a dream,
Against reality.
There I stood,
in virtuality.

It was impossible.
A fact I truly knew.
Foolishly, I struggled on,
Pursuing a goal beyond.

Yes, the naive me,
Misery left me alone.
Wounds that never heal,
Scars that always stay.

Eventually,
It dawned upon me.
Emptiness engulfed me,
Absolutely, defeated me.

The unforgettable,
The truth within me,
The hidden pain,
And my shattered heart.

I'll still carry on,
For I love you,
Not for a moment,
But for an eternity,
Until the end of time.


For which I promised,
I'll still, be there for you.

* By Ymh 25/2/05 *
* Revised 17/4/05 *
* Re-revised 18/10/05 *
* All rights reserved =P *