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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Hms. Wah. Meow finally decided to doubt reality? Hahas... Where got chim chim theory... If so... I'm the chimest of all. Hahas.

Lai lai. QnA session. Just my 2 cent worth thoughts created ages ago.

I would say that life is illusionary. Which means it's a CHEAT. Deceiving us everytime. wahahas. But how do we know when it is cheating? How do we know when it's true? Dont worry. It's always cheating on us. =D lols.

Whether you are on the right path to success is all determined by individuals. Success is nothing but a mortalic word which insults our intelligence. Mortals are doomed for life. Dont bother with them. Success is BULLSHIT. Some high self-esteem idiot just wanna show off his/her/it's flair in English and decided to come up with this word.

What is controlling us? Well. I would feel that the most reliable source would be Destiny, as least for me. Well, if there's a believe in a greater power beyond us. Beyond imagination (as what all religious ppl would agree), then something that's soooooooooo unbelieving must be controlling everything. Or most things. After reading books recently... Divine Intervention =D

However, the curious me always believe that our mind OWNS. Since I mentioned that life is just an illusion. I would like to think in the way that our minds controls what we foresee, what we wanna do and hence, controlling our lives. I personally have a high-degree theory which is not acceptable nor easily understandable by the average mind. Cos I myself sometimes get lost while exploring that idea. It's that we have to power to overwhelm everything. In a simple way, we can play god. OR rather we are GOD. We could be all living in our own world. In my world, meow u can be a mere illusion just created by my mind. Because the fact is that each of us have a - thinking space - which no one can really feel the exact feeling we have. Or the exact thoughts in us. We are different. Probably in your mind, I am also a illusions. =D Think about this. I do not wanna bring in fanstasy of what we can actually do.
(There's some justification on why I feel god-like. =D)

Phew. Guess that's all the clarifications. =P Whether you buy my idea or not would just be a feedback of illusions. It wont change my ideas much. I wont turn into a mortal anyway. =D

Thanks for reading these 2cents worth opinion.
Sometimes I wonder whether I really can control all.
Science has proven that the sub-conscious us is actually a very powerful source. It can create illusions like dreams etc. If only we can control our sub-conscious while being in a conscious state. We would be able to create illusions or rather, change the so-called reality. Anyway, what we see are supposed to be real. So if we see illusions. It's real =D


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- Twisted Destiny -

It was a dream,
Against reality.
There I stood,
in virtuality.

It was impossible.
A fact I truly knew.
Foolishly, I struggled on,
Pursuing a goal beyond.

Yes, the naive me,
Misery left me alone.
Wounds that never heal,
Scars that always stay.

Eventually,
It dawned upon me.
Emptiness engulfed me,
Absolutely, defeated me.

The unforgettable,
The truth within me,
The hidden pain,
And my shattered heart.

I'll still carry on,
For I love you,
Not for a moment,
But for an eternity,
Until the end of time.


For which I promised,
I'll still, be there for you.

* By Ymh 25/2/05 *
* Revised 17/4/05 *
* Re-revised 18/10/05 *
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