Saturday, June 18, 2005

Hms. Today den I realise a + point and a -- point abt myself.

1) I'm sort of blessed with a super mind. I can process ideas with god-speed.
Unfortunately,
2) With my mind, I neglected the fact that others might not understand as fast as I do. Stuffs that are logical and basic to me dont seems to be the case, or rather the direct opposite for others. Sometimes I feel so AHHHHH disappointed with others due to their incapability.

But I came to realise, that it was actually my incapablity. I'm flawed. Contray to my individualistic beliefs. Haiz. Pathetic me.

Who said playing game cant awake the inner you? Dota actually allows me to see my own temperament. I actually get angry if ppl dont play properly, or ideality. Haiz. Weird. How games actually influences our moods.

Just now was quite fed up. Hms. But I realise my flaws already. Hms. I guess I'm now a improved version of myself.
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Meow. It's okay. Lols. I was actually quite worried. Why u managed to reply 1 msg but failed to pick up the phone. Thought something happened. lols. But later I proposed an idea --> You were having break, hence the sms reply. But was unable to pick up the phone as training resumed. hms. Seems rather logical isnt it? Lols. Muahahas.

Tiredx. Faith only makes things possible, but not easiler? I guess it must be true. Though phlisophically, it's wrong. Something that was deemed impossible was made possible. Similar to, something that is seemingly difficult, now with greater ease. Lols. Hence, it apparent simplify stuffs. Lols.

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I need miracle. Not for me. But for everyone else. =D
I would rather die young for a noble cause, then to live long without purpose.

Tiredx. Bb.

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