Monday, May 16, 2005

Foreword:

Dear readers, if you are not feeling well or you are mentally stressed or you simply dont have the correct mood, pls ignore the following entry. Thanks.

Your pissed blogger, Ymh.

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Censored. Due to unfamiliar characters or uncouth usage of language. Sorry for the inconvience.
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O.o i suppose I didnt typed that. Wonder which retarded freak actually wrote that. Hms. Split personality? Woot! Siao le. I must go see doctor to consult on my mental unstablity.

Yes. Perhaps that - ANGER - ish already implanted into me by my genes. I guess so too. Sometimes, no, ALL the time, I seriously hate people who kept pestering me.. (generally by their STUPID noise pollution). Sianz. I'll get soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed that I suddenly wanna kill someone, and I feel that I really have to courage to do so. Luckily, the usual sane and logical side of me had a certain degree of effect, even when I'm not.. me. Lols. I could divert that sudden rush of AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANGER to be stressed off somehow, or just overwhelm it. Phew. Aint I godly? I actually overcame myself!! Wah. So zai =) Wahahas.

Actually, was playing game... den really no time to get distracted. Den my mum KEPT disturbing me. Yes. I know that it's damn late already. But, fuck lar. I just wanna play lar. She seriously dunno when to talk de sia.... Haiz.

Hate it when she every nite, ask me to drink that rubbish and eat those pills.... Haiz.. She really obsessed le. Haiz. Thinking that those are - holy pills? - WTF? Haiz.. Like cannot wait one. Prepare le MUST finish INSTANTLY. Cannot wait. Haiz.

Just finish a quarrel just over this stupid retarded non-living pill. Yes. My bro shares my frustration as well. We both sianz-ed of the unhappiness arised due to the presence of this = pill. Phew. I hope things get better. I hope no one come pester me to eat pill practically every min. Imagine someone keep talking and talking all the time, until you are so pissed that you keep quiet, yet she kept talking EVEN more. Even to the extent of coming to your door there. Keep knocking. DAMN. I could have killed someone with that burst of anger of mine. Fortunately I didnt. Hms.

Hence, dear readers, now that you understand I got this... splited personality of mine. Pls to your best efforts, try not to irriate me to that same extent. Well, at least when I say.. No.. dont keep insisting on Yes =X (gauge: I can take it abt 10 mins max of constant naggation)

Sianz. Tiredz. Science brings about promises to mankind. But sometimes, it worsen the lives of many. Take this pill as an example, it's suppose to bring about additional health benefits, yet, in the process, it caused unhappiness and disharmony within our family. This in fact brings about negative effects of our health. Thus, deficts the purpose of eating the pills in the 1st place. Perhaps. It should not even exist =) Life might.. no WILL be much better.

-- I want a miracle, not another disappointment. --

awaitin` destiny silently__] *at* 12:34 AM