Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Today ish da 1st day of da orientation! Yeah! *All rises and applause =D*

Hms. Wat can I say about the day? Started off quite - sadly - Alot of the freshmen were rather late causing more confusion and chaos. Well, who can I blame? Some ppl manage to pass O levels without understanding how to read a CLOCK. Wonder what standard did Cambridge set this round. Hms.

ALOT N STILL ALOT OF TALKS! BAH. SLAP SLAP. Lols. Unfortunately, the scheduel this time wasn't done by the GREAT councilors =) So. What can I expect? One side didnt understand English, Clock-reading, while the other side didnt understand such idiots they have in their sch. Anyway, was boring like siao loh.

Ice-breakers! Yeah. I thought it was finally time for us to start the enthusiasm going! Note: THOUGHT. Yesh. Just a folly on my part. Dream too much. Lols. I guess many ppl weren't posted here on their free will and wanted to quickly end the day and appeal to their preferred JC. They were like very uninterested (probably after the torture of the talks.) and were showing many attitude problems. Worse still... Many tried to leave the college without getting the early leave forms.

(Results of not getting such yellow forms --> They would be considered to have withdrawed from SRJC, and yes, w/o the comfirmation they will get into their appealed Jc.)

Me and Mr Tan.L.S caught ppl trying to "escape" without the forms... Eh. Mr Tan told me a... very interesting analogy. Lols. We were sort of "guarding" the gate.. He say we were like prison warden rather then security guard. Security guards keep ppl OUT. Prison wardens keep ppl IN. Like we wanna keep ppl in SR likett. And he say: It's very degrading for us to do this. It's as if we are BEGGING to stay in SR likett.

Kns. Leave. GO. Withdraw. I hope they all appeal FAIL den come back. Just simply hate ppl who think they are so ******* BIG. Pls loh. I know they were once sec4, which is the most senior group in their sec sch. BUT pls note they it's only ONCE. ONCE UPON A TIME. Understand? Come JC you are still a tiny small kid to me. =D Wahahas. Fun fun. I'm getting addicted to enforcing discipline. Sheer fun. Pure sadistic.

Well, I'm seriously expecting Respect from ppl if you are here. If you wanna be rude, pls do so after you present a WITHDRAWAL FORM that's SIGNED. Then you wanna say wat also can =)

Okay. College dance was much better! Those - CMI aka Cannot-Make-It - de ppl all left le... Of cos left those slightly more enthu de ppl behind. Wat's more? College dance is those more light de program... Hahas.

Enough of destressing. Lols. After the thingy... Den went dinner.. Reach home already 8+ le. Sad worz?


Hms. Was on my way back. Walking from Farrer Park mrt to my hse... Was thinking: Wat's courage?
I realise the simplest form of courage for ppl of my age is --> Admitting a mistake. (Well, we dont usually brave dangers and shred blood nowadays do we?)

Well, despite the simplicity of that act of courage, I think many ppl are not capable of doing so. Am I right? I meant... Issit so difficult to say: Okay, I am sorry abt that.... etc etc. o.O So difficult to put down our pride?
Perhaps we are living in such a comfortable and "correct" place in society nowadays, so much so that we forsake the possiblity that we might be wrong. Worse, some people deem --> Trying to be right when wrong as couragous. -_-" Diaox. Slap slap =D
Okay. I do agree that we should believe that we have made the right decision. But pls do understand that at times, even when you are right, you can be wrong =X Zai ma? Right but wrong? Wtf kind of explaination is that? It's extremely difficult to illustrate that so, I dont wanna do so =P

Sianz. Boredz. No topic to discuss about. =(

Meow ~ Time to blog!!!

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