Monday, January 24, 2005

Hehes. Today... Quite interesting yet... saddening? Hahas. Me always got conflicting feelings :(

Woke up at 0730 this morning. Quite early I suppose. Well, sch just started but I'm still home. Nice =P Rush to wear all my attirez etc... Get ready to go out. Hms. Today very tiredz from the beginning already worz. Was lazy and took cab instead. Me sho rich worz?

On the cab... The taxi driver quite.. erm - sociable? - well. I not that anti-social okay? Still got chit-chat with him. He told me his son got 12 points... Cannot go Vj... cannot go Tj... ended up in TP. Sad or should I say, fortunately? 12 pointers in TP... should be quite valued ma. Hahas. Well, I told him - Watever sch you go, actually the same ma, all teachers are gd (a quote from Mr Tay Kian Hwee), is mainly dependent on oneself's moviation and determination. Hahas. Damn pro at craping sia me. Can talk alot of theories to the taxi driver =P He quite impressed =X

Fun :P Well, reach sch. Report office to say that I am late! Den quickly go to P.E le. Sad worz? 1st 2 periods P.E Hahas. Ran the road race ~ Very tiredz ma. Not my fault. I physically weak. Wat to do? People tiredz = walk... Friends must not leave each other behind ma. Sch's CME got teach de hor. Where's our values? Why do we get scolded for upholding wat is taught to us that is right? LOL. Aiya. Actually ish cos I'm councilor... Come back kana scoldings by P.E teacher. Hahas. Say I must be role-model, blah blah ~ Nvmz. I quite open to their "fantastic" comments. Fine ^.^

Hms. Physics test was a killer =X Murdered me. Lols. Only calcuations I know, theories all return-ed. Skipped lunch to crash into Jc1 Chem lecture. Was interesting =X But the lecturer was ,in contrast, dull =( What do you expect from Miss Chia? Oooops. I meant Mrs Chu. Lols. (Though I once say she quite erm ~ cutez ~ but cos she reminds me of someone special. Hahas. Monotone)

Saw someone worz. Influence me to be sad also. I also dunno wat's wrong. Maybe something happened... Maybe she dont wanna see me =X But it's okay. I wont die that easily. Me just wanna see her smile and be happy =X Not asking for much isnt that so?

Well, ended sch around 445... Mr Tay canceled last lesson!! Sho happy? Lols. Went for the erm, interact club + CBLC + Gu zheng meeting. Me single councilor owns all =X Lols. Jkjk. Audrey see this sure *abish* me. Hehes. Den... 545... Got wat, the lame physics spapers - dunno-wat-name- test. Hehes. Always use the same phrase when I can't spell the word. Actually is... a so-called entry test bah. Hms. Well, they say those selected (like the bhb me) ppl fail also nvmz. Ish those who wanna take up the paper den must score... relatively well. It's okay if they think I am not up to their standard. My physics quite weak anyway. Still got chem and maths =P Pro? Lols. Self-advertisement. Pathetic sia.

Write quite alot le. Haiz. Reached home hungrily at 7+. Remember I pon-ed lunch? Actually wanted to see her =X Hahas. Nvmz. See Suresh also okay bah. But she nv come so -sad-.

Just now doing my GP essay... due tml? Lols. Today den choing. Took.. 1hrs.. around there bah. Quite gd le hor. 600++ words. Can make it =P Tiredz. Still have to do chem 2X tutorials... But I'm lazy... Guess I copy it tml bah... Really tiredz. Otherwise I tell teacher gimme another deadline? Lols. Slacker me. Sad.

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Btw, today my fren gimme a very -lame- job prospects... Maybe I'm ignorant which I think I am.. But.. His theory:

You get paid for asking ppl to join a company. Yesh. But, their role is to get more ppl to join the company. And he told me no need do anything else. Can become millionaire someday. Wow. Exact detail dont wanna say. hahas. Lazy. Hehes. But well, wat to do... Pros usually exploit the greediness of ppl. Haiz. Life is cruel and in this realistic world, to survive and excel, we have to exploit others =X

Okay. I guess I should stop le. Before blogger.com exploits me too much. (They uses us to earn $$ btw)

Gd luck all. *mUaCk* to all my deaRies =X

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