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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Well, first things 1st, I realise this blog becoming more like a - Demoviating blog - Lols. All sho depressed. But anyway, life is depressing. Wahahas. We mortals cant help failling in these traps made from above.

Wonder why meow sho careless =X But today he really quite blur. Hahas. Lucky got me, this blurer sotong hence, we are capable of being awarded the blurest dudes. Lol. That was purely... erm, rubbish talking? Lols.

Well, today nth much bah. Morning, woke up late (As usual) den choing to sch... for that "enthusiastic" changay practise session. Actually still quite sianz. Hahas. After which went to eat... on the way ~ saw Mervin (not melvin) favourite ger =X Censor-ed. Wahahas. But ok lar ~ she quite ke ai also. Hahas.

Went with Melvin to buy cny clothes... PS sho louya. Nth to buy. Ended up playing Cs... for like 2 hrs? Den eventually... Bought something. Mel buy his that sleeveless shirt. Me, buy 2 shirt. Hahas. 1 collared and 1 normal de. Hms. Tml still must buy pants... Sad. Buying clothes sho boring. Sad.

Nth much to blog today ~ Mainly in sch and with meow ~

Meow putting his last words? Hms. Me doubt I dying that soon. Hahas. I will just will all my properties to her =X But well, I dont own much. LOL. She already taken what's most precious of me... Me just a souless, heartless person walking around.

----- I cant help missing you, every moment, everytime I pause to think. -----
----- If there's something I could say, right now, right here, -----
----- I would definately say without regrets, I wanna *ABISH* you =P -----

Kekes. Life is certainly quite happier knowing that she's happy w/o me. Hahas. I still recall meow saying:
I will be happy for you if you are happy while I remain sad. Hahas.... Isnt that so true?

- Depression -


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- Twisted Destiny -

It was a dream,
Against reality.
There I stood,
in virtuality.

It was impossible.
A fact I truly knew.
Foolishly, I struggled on,
Pursuing a goal beyond.

Yes, the naive me,
Misery left me alone.
Wounds that never heal,
Scars that always stay.

Eventually,
It dawned upon me.
Emptiness engulfed me,
Absolutely, defeated me.

The unforgettable,
The truth within me,
The hidden pain,
And my shattered heart.

I'll still carry on,
For I love you,
Not for a moment,
But for an eternity,
Until the end of time.


For which I promised,
I'll still, be there for you.

* By Ymh 25/2/05 *
* Revised 17/4/05 *
* Re-revised 18/10/05 *
* All rights reserved =P *